Well my baby bean, you are making your mommy very tired these days.

I am not getting much of this these days...

...sleep!

I have always been a pretty good sleeper, although I am a light sleeper, I have never really had a problem falling asleep or sleeping through the night.

I have my routine, when I leave work I go to bootcamp or the gym, come home, take Kodi for a walk, take a shower, make dinner, eat, watch TV, take Kodi to his "potty" (ha, funny mommy daddy joke), eat dessert, watch more tv, go to bed (after daddy rubs my feet or back). This has been our routine more or less for quite awhile, butit has only been in the last few weeks, that it hasn't been working for me. I know its my fault for feeding you all that sugar so close to bed time (but I crave those sweets so much).

Side note: in case I haven't mentioned it in a previous post, I have not had any real "cravings," at least not the stereotypical pregnant kind, like pickles and ice cream. But since day one, I have craved more sweets! Whether around breakfast (waffles, pancakes, cinammon rolls), lunch (cookies or candy) or dinner (cakes, or pies), I have just really want those sweets. And I am happy to say I have not been indulging in the sweets throughout the day, just once - after dinner!

Anyway, whatever the reason whether you are hopped up on one too many cookies, or you are uncomfortable with the way I am sleeping, when I am ready for sleep you are not!

Its not immediate, I am usually able to fall asleep, but at some point in the middle of the night you decide its time to practice kickboxing or tae bo, or whatever aggressive sport you are getting into in there. And all that practice wakes me up most nights, with violent kicks to my bladder or side.

Once I am up, it takes me awhile to get you to go back to sleep, which means I don't get back to sleep. That coupled with vivid dreams and my mind just not shutting down have made it hard for me to get a full nights sleep, which makes for one grumpy mommy.

I am not complaining, just documenting...ha!

Love you.